Feel sleepy straight when I went to school. Cannot seem to function my brains, anyway didnt really slept well. Maybe too many things to be taken care of . Next period ish just common test and I feel that I am goona screw this up and within muh expectation the paper was freaking hard, struggled to even complete it oh my..gonna get Screwed by this paper. And ystd Samuel was just toking abt the position..saying I wasnt in the team. Dunno if its true burt kinda sad if im not in. Hope his toking lots of crap and I get into the first team. Big Sigh*getting into the first team has always been my dream lor. Train so damn hard in the end neber get into the first team. Kinda sad =[