22nd january

226 post ! omg happy belated birthday to myself ! AND LIKE PLEASE READ OKAY EVEN THOUGH ITS SO LONG I WANNA SHARE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ALL OF YOU PEOPLE BECAUSE I THINK IT WAS SUPER MEANINGFUL

Im so looking forward towards saturday even though my training on fridays like shitxzzz, ah yes saturday came YAY i managed to get my parents to go off and they cooked for my "party" before they went off , coolios i went to get this From Autumn To Ashes shirt with minghong beccause waiteng and ahmad had to decorate, omg freaking cool when i came back, i saw marcus saleb zhengolas sihao on the way home, cool beans THEY LAID A RED CARPET FOR ME, woots the house full of hearts lar ! damn cool i love it , like balloons saying i love you !

I SAW ALOT OF PEOPLE AND THANKYOU ALL FOR COMING, waiteng gave me this sewn on shirt which says IM 15 and i heard they spent alot of time doing it thankyou ! ahmad gave me this drawn shoe DAMN MEANINFUL, wenxun gave me a huge pink banana which i can peel and a small toy, weizhong some cup and i must say i liked weipings gift AN EGG with like a scroll inside. thanks caleb and soho for the monkey [ they said it was emo] MR GOH CAME TOO ! HE GAVE ME NIKE, super cool i love all the gifts . well served them food and not long it was the "CAMPFIRE" time, i know there wasnt any fire but its still cool, made an evening devotion and thanked everybody for being my friends, WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO

YEAH AND I PLAYED THE GUITAR ^^ Ill Be There For You - Rembrandts and the cake was cool with alot of strawberrries , they watched scary movie 4 and not long after i packed the house it was frekaing hard, didnt know like so many people would cause sucha huge mess : D DOESN MATTER I WAS NICE AND HAPPY THAT DAY. got off the house and went to waitengs house to take weipings handphone as that fat ass was being careless.

GLADYS TREAT ME BEEF GOULASH SPAG AT COFFEEBEAN, nicholas was there tooo , and after that rushed off to meet jermaine, i know im super sexy and sweet thankyou. cabbed to charles house [indoneasean who works in yoshinoya] His dorm mates are super nice and he brought his girlfriend back, she looks like a japanese, but anyway they cooked maggi mee for me with an egg ! yoyo [ another indoneasean whos really good in english] bought me drinks and i drank alot, got super high and around 4+ they cooked for me again ! yeah there was this who who told me about his love life and it seems to be pretty interesting. in the kitchen i was really being emo, charles would be leaving on febuary 22nd, yoyo in 10 days time, and whats more charles played me Under The Bridge - Red Hot Chilli Peppers.

the song was like “Lonely as I am, together we cry" than i started tearing, we talked about alot
of stuff about love andfriends I really couldnt bear to leave sucha a super good
friend like him, he shares his life experiences with me, how i didnt despise him
even though he was from a foreign country . i cried like i never did for a long time,imagine a close friend of urs is gonna leave so soon, i couldn imagine life without him there for me,its hard. he comforted me by trying to say friends come and go, good friends wont stay forever there, its so hard to accept the cold concrete truth that’s why i always think differently, he could come singapore often ! if i have enough money i would definitely go there, jakarta , the place where i could meet up with alot of people. and he told me about his experiences with a girl which left him, but he said "dont lose twice to a girl" means lose to her in relationship, and lose to her when ur daily life get affected when shes gone, I LOVE YOU CHARLES ,i ever though of going indoneasia with him like when i was crying, but i guess its pretty dumb. he shall remain in my heart forever just like everyone else.

21st january