Ahhh i havent been here for a nong nong time. Feel so stupid when i read my archives, especially so when waiteng mentioned about all the stupid things we did in the past on her blog (micro latios, happee...)

I've been vegetating in my room recently, way much better then taking the 5 mins bus to j8, look for stupid seats at crowded places and try to force truman into the back of your head in such a noisy enviroment.

Lots of things going on this week, lots and lots of emotional struggle.
1) Have been missing out so much on other people's life , so out of touch with everybody. Maybe everybody is just sick of trying, so maybe i should go fuck myself? Can't blame people...
2) Feels like i'm back into the abyss yet again. A stupid dark feeling that comes and goes and it makes you feel worst then shit
3) Thou shalt not hate. Its making me nuts

Lets just face up to the saddening fact that maybe i'm no longer me, all thanks to you