+ smile like you mean it +

2008-05-08T08:16:00.001-07:00

great. nobody ever takes me seriously. i was in the fucking car and my mum + aunt drove straight to the fucking mall to eat when they were suppose to drop me off at city hall, whats more infuriating is that they turn around and blame me for not speaking. you people are talking the fuck out of the car how do u expect me to speak when its so messy/chaotic. i didnt know i'm so puny in your eyes

2008-05-01T07:36:00.001-07:00

Ahhh i havent been here for a nong nong time. Feel so stupid when i read my archives, especially so when waiteng mentioned about all the stupid things we did in the past on her blog (micro latios, happee...)

I've been vegetating in my room recently, way much better then taking the 5 mins bus to j8, look for stupid seats at crowded places and try to force truman into the back of your head in such a noisy enviroment.

Lots of things going on this week, lots and lots of emotional struggle.
1) Have been missing out so much on other people's life , so out of touch with everybody. Maybe everybody is just sick of trying, so maybe i should go fuck myself? Can't blame people...
2) Feels like i'm back into the abyss yet again. A stupid dark feeling that comes and goes and it makes you feel worst then shit
3) Thou shalt not hate. Its making me nuts

Lets just face up to the saddening fact that maybe i'm no longer me, all thanks to you

2008-03-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

I've been a wreck this few days. Sorry mind, hands, legs!

2008-03-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

Unconditional love is probably the most powerful thing on earth. I felt it myself, the atmosphere is so wonderful and lovely. I saw my dad cry for the first time. I think it was the first time he hugged me. Everybody else just cried and the sense of unconditional love is undescribable. It felt like as if "love is in the air".

2008-02-27T07:22:00.000-08:00

I don't know about others, but sometimes I just can't help it but hope something tragic happens to me, something so devastating that everybody's attention would be drawn to me. I'm too used to imagining crazy things; about how i would stand up and speak for myself if someone accused me, about how i would throw a punch across my GKY's face , about how it would be like without certain people in my life, about how it would be like if i died (nothing suicidal, i don't want to die so young). At this very instance, i feel like something tragic should happen to me. I need to create a dramatic scene, enough to draw people's attention. A major something should take place so that people can tell me they want me.

I'm probably too use to having people's attention 24/7, thats why i'm making a big fuss out of the lack it. Yes i'm troublesome, yes i'm hard to pamper. Too bad my dad's sperm and mum's egg made me a guy who is so hard to please. I'm probably exagerrating every single tiny mini bit of truth here so just treat this like any other entry, written by some peter john paul sam in timbaktu(sp?).

I should start doing some mental prep for tomorrow, all the best to myself, me and i. Credits go to the school for making us so stressful and fucked up over life, thank you!

2008-02-21T08:06:00.001-08:00

everything was like a time bomb, now that it has exploded it will probably injure the few others around the bomb. lets hope the bomb is big enough to kill everybody?

2008-02-16T19:19:00.000-08:00

Yes i know i havent been blogging for ages, i just feel so LAzy now that i have a diary with me :D ]

Happy chinese new year everyone, this sunday is probably gonna be the last weekend of chinese new year, gambling wasnt as appealing as last year. I still can remember how i blew 70+50 buxx on a shirt and jeans on impulse with ahmad, and how he didnt stop me from spending my 300bucks just like that. Valentine's day last year was pretty awesome! sorry guys for not joining u guys on the 14th, i wanted to but its late already, sorry :( BTW i have something for u guys, hurry get it from me ! Happy(belated) valentine's day! I dont even knw if such a belated valentine's thingy exist

School is boring, i didnt go for lessons on thursday and friday. I bet Angie wong must be wondering where the hell did i go! OH and i MUST mention learning journey is such a waste of everybody's time. Singapore discovery centre is just a bloody small building, tucked away in jurong (i think ), made to entertain kids.

I feel so out of touch with everybody now, maybe its because ive been missing out on so many outings/gathering, or maybe it is just me

Fuck work, i dont want to do work!

Ill probably pass hair check on monday, i went to cut it fucking short, its so ugly and disgusting. I dont understand why the barber call you handsome boy after cutting your hair. Its probably to comfort you... My zonal finals on monday ZOMGZXC. 245 yck. Lets hope i do well and win amk. fucked up Gky decided to bann ziwei , so i dont knw if he is playing. Thanks to them we have a screwed up team, ill be so fucking pissed off if we lose because of them. Screw discipline.

The game with fairfield on tuesday was quite exciting, i think i did OK. Not exceptional or whatever.

Can u guys feel the heat for o levels? its starting to get warmer and warmer each day, and when it gets too hot for you to handle you will break, so lets toughen up and arm ourselves with shining armour! (i'm just making an honest effort to improve my english)

Cow has a dog at home thats very cute! i watched ''requiem for a dream" and i swear to god it was damn awesome, it is just so beautiful! Am.In.Lv.Wth.It

Off to visit my relatives now, hopefully i will be productive later when we study tgt

2008-02-02T21:47:00.000-08:00

hate rainy days
hate crowds
hate people who say something and do another

2008-01-31T07:16:00.001-08:00

I need a break from everything :(

2008-01-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

I wanna hear you sing the bohemian rapshody!

Can't believe im rubbing the forte cream on my face to the beat of mother of abominations

School is boring, im "wasting my life away now" by listening to COF , lets hope the Diety Of Focus Groups doesnt come catch me away. I had nothing to do so i went to shop in cold storage, apparently its a very cool thing to do cos its "cold"... And i figured out shopping while listening to Queen dont go well together because i went up the other side of the escalator twice today, how dumb!

2008-01-02T05:58:00.000-08:00

WILL UPDATE TMR, I.NEED.TO.BLOG

HAPPY 2008 :D

2007-12-31T00:04:00.000-08:00

i feel stupid for thinking that way okay?

2007-12-29T07:29:00.000-08:00

SCREW AND FUCK SCHOOL

been thinking about the holidays and stuff, should probably get a reflection done soon

2007-12-17T05:15:00.001-08:00

am feeling lazy/lousy :(

2007-12-11T08:42:00.000-08:00

The weather is annoying!! yes its cooling but when it rains you cannot really do anything, fuck the rain. was on the train to bugis to get films, but it fucking rained so cancelled the trip to pungol to catch sunset, and i ended up in starbucks drinking caramel double tall eating tuna petite listening to stupid songs ALONE. well Lim decided to meet me at serangoon, by the time we got to the jetty it was dark already : ( , sat down talked about stuff! HEHE im excited about the whole keeping-track-of-stuff issue, AND NO u shouldnt freak out because of school, im so much more screwed then u !

Trainings are killing me, my knee shoulders thighs ached like crap, and i feel good for teaching the useless fag a lesson :D

so many things to do, so little time. SCREW IT!

2007-12-07T20:45:00.000-08:00

hehe i shall post details on the kukop trip together with the pictures/stupid videos. Ahhh i miss kukop so much, i swear to god everytime we're around each other we would laugh like crap(crab) like really. i hate it when i fell sick when we were going back, see im right! everybody will grow to love the place once we're leaving, its always like that. you wont treasure things unless they're taken away from you :D swear to god was dying during the night where i ran a fever and jianfa didnt believe i was really sick (screw u ogre!) Love 6a, i can't wait for next year. I want australia so bad!

im feeling soooo much better, but i think i still can't really eat solid food. this sucks because everybody who knws me well knws i love to eat, and this time i overate in malaysia. awwww i wish i didnt eat so much

2007-12-03T09:18:00.000-08:00

AH FUCK THE FILM MY SECOND ROLL OF PICTURES IN BANGKOK ARE GONE JUST BECAUSE LCA GOT HUNGRY AND CHEWED AWAY MY PICTURES FUCK FUCK FUCK. at least i have a roll , BUT IT IS NOT ENOUGH I HATE IT, I WANT TO GO BACK IN TIME. TIME MACHINE SOMEONE PLEASE FUCK IT

2007-12-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbback frm thailand!

everything feels so small now that im back in singapore, i need to catch up with people ! BS is called HBG now, i dont think alot of things happened in the 10 days im gone which is good :D at least im not missing out on so much. Sentosa without me :( nevrmind next time HBG go with me okayx. Thankyou for fetching me at the airpot ! felt so loved, i think ive grown alittle taller and bigger! okay maybe its psychological. i think im a coffee addict now, ive been drinking caramel machiato double shot like crazy. I miss verybody so much, meeting them at the airpot makes everything better. HBG, i swear to god i missed you all. on the first day there i felt like crap, i barely talked to anyone and i was thinking, ahh if only u all were there. Sometimes you just have to wriggle your way out of shit, the other days were much better. I miss you too jjj :D now that im back, everything's cool !

I dont really want to blog in details abt the trip, too lazy. All i know is that we got trashed quite often, the scores looked really bad but i had a good time playing etc etc. Shopping was quite fun, the teachers suck, esp the one with the soy sauce on her face. My roomates are pretty fun to be with esp benny, thank god i roomed with him. He's kind of like me, ance problem skinnies. The other skinny junior got screwed by the both of us, i really had fun in thailand. Especially the part when i met Bew! awesomexczx, i sneaked out and met her, she brought me to some mall to eat shop and she paid for everything. Thankgod everything went smoothly if not ill be dead, must really thank those who helped me. Coach was awesome, he's fucking lame jokes made everybody limp their way back to singapore. I like the place there, theres sun but its not hot, singapore is bloody hot, screw it. Its so small and im sick of it. i think i might go there next year, i want to :D

OH yes , and the part about the sandwhich that HBG made me eat, actually its not that bad, i didnt think it would be so bad, but i got a bigfuckingshock when i heard whats in it! . practically all the sauce and seasoning you can find. Oh well thankyou for the bread anyway :D

there's so many stupid things that happend during the trip, apparently alot of girls are very interested in singaporeans. on the last dinner with them, some of the girls came and i blew 3 polaroid on them because they all wanted pictures with the guy , lets hope ziping pays me or smt. And yes i kept a diary of the things ive done in the 10 days, i realise i never fail to menton hbg/jjj/soy sauce women in every entry. Basically i just curse the soy sauce women/talk about how cool thailand is/say i miss HBG / how much i want to go back singapore

This post is one of the longest ive ever written , time past so fast, its gonna be the end of year in like 28 days or smt? looking forward to kukop , horse riding in jb and stuff !

One thing i really wish is for next year to be better, doubt its ever gonna come true. I just have this feeling next year is gonna be shit, lets just hope we dont crumble and fall :D 3 cheers to love, love defeats all. theres so much going in my head now, what isit gonna be like next year? pray to god it will be good

Ahh sometimes i just dont like to see you hang out with them, i donch knw why but i just have a very big reaction towards this. hmm whatever its probably none of my business who you hang out with. Maybe i should blog in greek/latin/brazillian so nobody knows what im blogging

2007-11-19T09:57:00.002-08:00

HEHE coming back on the 30th 8pm thai airways :D going off tmr, will miss everybody buhbye buhbye !

2007-11-18T20:22:00.001-08:00

I love grey's anatomy :D So awesome i swear, everyone whos reading my blog now go start on season 1 ! Ah leaving tmr for thailand for 10 days :D finally i get to be MIA MIA. i think im screwed, i only started packing today, have a feeling ill leave something out on the list.

lime sonic bang awesome , GSE caracal ava were quite good, hate the sand though. they shouldnt even have picked sentosa! screw the organisers, because "I FUCK WHAT I KILLLLLLL"

2007-11-16T06:36:00.000-08:00

this shot was OK lah, i look lame in it

2007-11-15T21:28:00.000-08:00

finally posted : ( fucking exhausted these few days! going off to thailan on tuesday ! will miss bravesouls and gang, lets go out during the weekends okay! started on grey's anatomy season 2, lime sonic bang on saturday, can't wait !

2007-11-15T21:11:00.000-08:00

ECATCH

I dont like how the pictures in this roll turned out, maybe its the holga/film, the nice ones are here :( taken during the post tapestry event, i miss playing at heeren!!! still could rmb alot of people were there,and definitely enjoyed moshing in the cinemas/doing shit etc etc !

2007-11-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

Im too lazy to blog in detail

Saturday = greys anatomy's + the office with lim

Sunday = eat good thai foood :D

Monday = Training day which means i didnt go out

Tuesday = Match against Zhs , we won

Wednesday = Lost to yishun town, okay i kind of sucked that day. Hung out alot with pingz and woongz, went to little india :D i swear to god that place stinks of sweat/spices/rubbish all mixed up together. The market was quite cool, and i got myself a henna art thingy. The paste they use to put on ur hand stinks like shit man, looks like shit too. went back to bishan and slacked relaxzxc at an ants-infested playground where weiping went sratching all over his body to get rid of the ants. pingz came over to my house to sleep, and we did sexxxxxxxxx

Thursday = Woke up damn late, like 1/2 of the day is gone already, meet woongz and pingz to eat island cremery , where some indian tried to hook me up ! hehe weiping no girls talk to you, they all talk to me ! :D and i tried playing guitar hero 3, I realised im GOOOD! better then pingz who didnt even complete half of the song. Some sbs bus driver is not that fucked up after all, this indian gave us a lift. We all felt kind of rich and wanted real good food but decided to settle for some shit food in taka. that place is so weird, never ever eat their chinese mixed rice okay, fucking expensive. Met nicky loo, he looked retarded being baldddd, like a monk!

LOVE BRAVESOULS , btw ahmad called back from nz! coolxzc, im starting to miss him/not miss him. everything seems quieter without him around. oh well lets see what he's going to buy for us!

Next on the list of things to do

1) settle kukop trip ASAP , damn i keep dragging it
2) ask qiming to return me money
3) start practicing my guitar
4) DEVELOP PEEEKTURES
5) 14 14 14 th :D
6) START DOING SOME SCHOOL WORK
7) Watch grey's anatomy season 2!
8) finish my Norwegian (black metal) wood
9) get my denimy denimy denim jeans

So many things to do, so little time!

2007-11-01T20:36:00.000-07:00

i need to organise my thoughts cleary, theres so much going on inside my head

Saturday - POLAROID! THANKYOU JERMAINE LIM , lurrrf the polaroid alot :D :D

Sunday - stayed at home and studied for fucking o's

Monday - lost to hildas, training till late night

Tuesday - won haising catholic, studied like a dickkkk

Wednesday - O levels paper, thank god its over! i swear to god i studied like a bitch. Training(again) , sianxzcxzcxzczx

Thursday - INTERCLASS GAMES, yay big thankyou for those who helped. its very funnn :D but i hate to see o__a, fucking irritating. we were suppose to be umpires for their games and alot of people wasnt really happy with the decisions we all made. stupid primary 6 kids, watching them play reminds me of the time when 6a won like 2 out of 3 of the games :D hehe sweeet

Friday - won geyland methodist, training's gonna start at 2, im still thinking whether should i sleep before going training, i think i should but i want to do stuffzxczx. im free on saturday where should i go, i hate how the training suck up my time, but i guess ill just have to bear with it. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO KUKOP (whatever u spell it) , i want to go with 6agape, ryan make it sound so fun. hehehe polaroid polaroiddddd

i know im very random

2007-10-31T09:25:00.000-07:00

I love and hate my computer. Hate how it make everybody else sound like what they are not, hate how hard it is to communicate. blah blah im starting to develop this hate towards computers, i dont even know whether i can considerate it hate, hmm maybe not hate, dislike yes dislike. looking forward to interclass games tmr yay :D :D HAPPYZXCZ HALLOWEEN even though its over, i wanted to celebrate it so bad, but i guess not everybody's in the mood for it, or more like its already over, because alot of people celebrate it during the weekends.

i feel annoyed.

2007-10-17T03:24:00.001-07:00

SO FAT

2007-10-17T02:03:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL = BORINGZX

i rmb being very lazy during the weekends, coudlnt be bothered to do anything but watch prison break with limmy lim lim (lurrfff u biathczxczczxczxczxczx) . EXCITING EXCITING, i wanna watch season 3 so badx, i bet scofield's gonna escape the sonar prison. movie marathon at korwoongs house wasnt exactly successful. we were so tired that we all just slept in the living room. i realise how long its been since woongzxc opened up to us, anw its not a wrong decision okay! we've been going out so often this weekend and it felt good after talking and stuff. AH! japanese buffet on monday was AWESOME , lurbjapfood4evazxcz. lurbhokkaidoicecream4evazxc too! we didnt have anywhere to go after jamming at boon, so we ended up in clarkquay! i love how honest we were when we talked at night, no hard feelings or anything of that sort. it just felt great catching up and stuffzx, so many things happened this year and i guess its time to press the restart button, back to square one and start afresh. i hope we could clear our minds off everything negative and start building a stronger friendship over the ones that were broken in a way or another! :D

HGB HERE WE COME SIAZZZ

i hate games day, it was suppose to be fun and all but i just wasnt enjoying it. manz so many people irritate me today lah ! screw you JC ,you probably wont be seeing this post because u dont even know my blog, maybe itll be better if u read it. i hate how you want to win so badly, and how stupid u look when u act like as if your very knowledgable. shallow piece of shit go home and kiss your mum's ass. i just needed to release my stress.

throll of the throlls i hate you too , fucking two timer. i heard what you say you fuck'en say during training, ah fuck your fat face, beefy chest, fat tighs, every part of it.

wtv it is, my day was bad enough. thank god i didnt want to blow my top off , waste my time on these two losers. to hell manzx.

I GOT BACK MY RESULTS, AWESOMEZX. i got 71 for physics, 80 for math and 58 for chem. i suck at chemistry, i thought all along it was not that bad ! i think im gna work hard this holiday , all the best to me because i dont think ill be able to do it : ( i just wanna get my results back and go home. been sleeping so late these few days. i just switch off whenever the teacher's teaching new topics/stuffxzc. I WANT HOLIDAYS NOWZXCZX, maybe i should make a list of what to do during the holidayzxcz, promise myself not gonna waste my time playing :D

2007-10-13T00:04:00.001-07:00

A toy is an object used in play. Toys are usually associated with children and pets, but it is not unusual for adult humans and some non-domesticated animals to play with toys. Many items are manufactured to serve as toys, but items produced for other purposes can also be used as toys. A child may pick up a household item and 'fly' it around pretending that it is an airplane, or an animal might play with a pinecone by batting at it, chasing it, and throwing it up in the air.

2007-10-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

first) let me in
second) knock me out
third) chuck me aside
fourth) say that she's been there for you since forever

2007-10-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

this weekend wasnt very exciting, i rmb i had physics test on monday which i had to study for (barely did). TIKAM TIKAM on saturday at red dot musuem was AWESOME :D hehe i love the cute cute tikam chair thingy. Lim met barracudas etc etc and many cool lomo boys/girls/men/woman. they have very cute camera :D I WANT POLAROID, LOOKS CUTE CUTE CUTE!

i dont know why i just have this "I MISS MY HOME" feeling when i finished my physics paper. i wanted to go home so bad, so i did and i felt GREAT after that. maybe ive been staying home too long for the past week. i suck at playing competitive online games, i just dont knw how to shoot and aim :( screw counterstrike's programme, they just dont like me.

monday night feels lame ! we went over to Kw's house and did alot of stuff to waste our time away. i want to check out how dorra the explorer looks like ! hmm dinner was quite awesome, AWESOME AWESOME I LIKE IT.

balls of fury is a show with no storyline/plot. i love how fat the main character is ! hehe phat ass, and spending 1/4 of the night at long john silver with Tingz Woongz Mudz Pingz was (lurrfffff) i can't rmb when was the last time i laughed so hard. feels so good not to have school, i dont have to wake up at 6am every morning, do the same old mudane stuff, go to the bus stop and see the same old people there, attend lessons (fuck school) , go home late with a very oily face which i hate, and see the people i dont like :(

LIM GOOD LUCK FOR PHYSICS AND MATH ! YOULL DO WELL I HAVE FAITH IN YOU! I KNOW I KEEP WISHING YOU ALOT OF LUCK THESE WEEK ! AFTER EXAMS MUST PASS SOME BACK OKX!

MUDZ GOOD LUCK FOR POAAAAA (hope you get A)

2007-10-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

. The person who tagged u was:
SULIN
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
FRIENDLY FRIEND
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1)japanese fan!
2)keita lover!
3)small and short!
4)smart!
5)sweet!

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
i can't rmb much ! but i know i taught her how to play the guitar !

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
She always like to call me PAULLLLL

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
shes only my friend!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
NAAATHINK.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
apologise and hope to be friends again !

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i dont want to quarrel with her!

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
HAHA BUY HER A LIBRARY!

11. Overall impression of him/her?
VERY REFINED YOUNG GIRL :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
i dont know! they can have their own opinion, bitch all you want i dont care !

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
hehe i know i'm very friendly, maybe over friendly

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
hmm when i hate somebody i cannot control my mouth ! i just can't stop myself from saying mean stuff

15. Person you want to be?
hehe im myself, im contented with myself already ! okay maybe abit more taller, 171 is not really THAT tall.

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
HULLLO EVERYBODY. THANKS EVERYONE WHO CARED FOR ME IN ONE WAY ANOTHER. i dont why did they put this question here, its so out of place, whatever it is have faith everybody! the cloudy sky will soon be clear, everybody have faith faith faith !

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you. in no particular order...
1)JERMAINE
2)WEIPING
3)WAITENG
4)KORWOONG
5)WENXUN
6)AHMAD
7)WAIYINN
8)QIMING
9)ROBIn
10)MINGHONG
(i dont knw who else have blog!)

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
no relationship i guess

Is #9 a male or female?
HE HAVE MOOOBS! FEMALE

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing?
LOL YES ! minghong will be able to save alot of money.

How about #8 and #5?
i donch knw! brokeback! maybe it will be bishanback

What is #2 studying about?
huh study what pangsai?

When was the last you talked to #3?
I smsed her ystd, isit counted? well i have seen her for quite some time!

What kind of music does #8 like?
I THINK ERIC-ISH type of music

Does #1 have any siblings?
yeap two, one irritating and another cute

Will you woo #3?
LOL FOR WHAT! NO!

How about #7?
OH YEAH BABY

Is #4 single?
yeah single and available (zipeng!)

What's #5's surname?
NEO, how could i forget! !

How about #10's?
LEE i think

#4's hobby?
laughing to herself !

Do #5 and #9 get along?
hmm normal i guess

Where does #2 study at?
SAME SCHOOL AS ME, chs.

Say something casual about #1?
SOPHICHICK

Have you tried developing feelings about #8?
NAH, what kind of feelings? maybe abit to the sexual side <3

Where does #9 live?
opposite my block !

Are #5 and 1# best friends?
they donch knw each other!

Does #7 like #2?
i guess they're just school mates?

How did you get to know #2?
same class since sec 1 !

Does #1 have any pets?
i doubt so, shes too lazy to take care of one!

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
DEFINE SEXY, if its short and stylo milo, yes!

2007-09-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK TO WHOSE EVER ASS IS FAT !

2007-09-23T09:59:00.001-07:00

JY JS JCDD !

2007-09-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

i realise my blog is very dead, maybe its the exams i dont knw. I feel like changing my blog :( ill do it after the exams. Rules and restrictions sound sooooo old. ive been blogging in intervals of 7 days , so the last time i blog was monday. Rather boring school day, i fucking hate school on monday because we have PE and yong han will try to do shit with me + it ends at 2.30! Sports night on friday was quiet motivating, CONGRATS SAMUEL ON THE FAT AWARD :D national champs next year (good luck to us) end of years are another week or so away, today was quiet a long day. Physics in the morning, studied in the afternoon, ate alot (paste + macdonalds + fish and co)

I WANNA GROW FATTER, i realise im quiet skinny around the chest area, maybe i could aim for moobs .

I feel so lousy today, maybe because i feel that my weekends are wasted on studying and not playing. BRAVESOULS after exams we must go and hunt for "good food" okay? i want to eat and eat and eat after exams. And SULIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D i know im abit late, i tried calling u but u didnt pick up :(

Shoutout to KW :) CHEER UP , because you must look at things from your positive glasses, throw you emo into our bin, keep the happiness to yourself. ADD OIL AND BE STRONG (SAMPO) lurrff !

:D i like saturday night/sunday morning (who's gonna drive you home/anberlin!) because i find myself quiet active online, which was not the case the past week. and lim you are veli sweeet because you say me skinny siaaa ! love love love siaaaaa!

2007-09-17T06:39:00.000-07:00

Time pass so fast, its already the 17 today. Friday night/morning with lim was GREAT, SUPER FAB FAB FAB ! Donch be sad even thought you lost your wallet, you can get another one soon :D actually i feel like buying u another 1 but im afraid im veli bad at choosing gifts! Happy 7th month ilu ! it seems like the 16th of every month would be bad , and we'll spend the last two minutes telling each other "hey its 11.58 !" We should have more of these talks more often, lurrrf !

Didnt go for saturday lessons, i couldn really wake up taking into consideration the time i slept. My mum did scold a little, saturday night was night safari. ALSO awesome, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORWOONG. I hope you like my present! Qiming brian cheerx upx, donch be sad, look at life in a more positive way ! heheeeee we spend alot of money cabbing here and there. Everybody pay me up soon kz !

Studied at starbucks on sunday, and did something really really toopid ! :( thinking about it, i still feel very bad.

EOYS are 2 weeks away, i need to get started SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY !

2007-09-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

5 more hours to pangsai schoool. Nobody likes school.

Tuesday = lousy day. i know shit happened on that day, and i watched hair spray :D NICE SHOW. i hate lido seats because your ass will hurt after watching the movie. I dont knw if its just me or what, but i hate the seats !

Wednesday was quiet boring, we trained like shit, and studying at marina's starbucks turned out to be quiet productive :D

Thursday = Nice day
Even though training was still on, we watched the ratzzz show. Cute and interesting , hehe. And i love weiping's place. "sometimes in life u just have to take your ____"

Friday was a very very enlightening day :D
Lurrfff zara ! Everything feels gooooooooood now.

SATURDAY WAS STILTS. Kw looks weird when shes on stilts, and when i talk to her she have to look down. i think she miss them alot. AND STUPID WEIPING DOESNT KNOW HOW TO FLY A KITE. FFAF WAS AWESOME AWESOME. i want to grow a beard like him !

SUNDAY = study day and watching rat rat show again with lim. "IM intellectual" !

2007-09-04T09:43:00.001-07:00

fuck every bit of angst.

2007-09-01T21:49:00.000-07:00

SEPTEMBER 1st and 2nd = LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN :D

HEHE SEEMS LIKE WE HAVE STARTED THE MONTH RIGHT, awesome. Im in a hurry to go off now, ill blog when im back. Everything seems so much nicer and smooth now , Bravesouls <3 !

Ps : Everybody add oil for final ter okayx, we all can do it togetherxx because "nobody wants to see us together,money dont matter, cos i got you"

PSS : Fuck the html.

2007-08-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH last day of school for the term. So fast 9 months have already past, screw school man. My end of year exams are like in 4 weeks time? Damn the chinese department, i have like chinese lessons for 3 days in the holidays. I swear its gonna be boring. Past few days = usual school. I havent been able to find my shoe bag, im so pissed at whoever threw away my shoes lah. I donch think anybody will take it home, its so stinky. Actually im looking forward to finishing the final year exams off rather then this stupid one week holiday minus away the studying minus away FFAF (GNA BE AWESOME) minus away sleeping eating = very little time.

TEACHERS DAY IS TMR! No lessons, awesome. i started reading on my memoirs of a geisha and its pretty interesting. It looks more like an erotic novel to me lah, maybe i havent reached the deep deep part about the geishas yet. Training was rather boring, and theres training tmr at 5 (ughhh fuck man) even though i dont want to go, i will still go. i didnt really go and think about what the get for the teachers , my part. This whole week ive been practically sleeping everyday without fail and i feel so "wasted" again.

Seems like everybody bought cute cute cameras and im still stuck with my Slr. Its cooolx and pwnz lomo ! :D even though its old, its still capable of taking good pictures. Im halfway through arranging the stupid worksheets i have in my bag.

I MISS MY OLD SHOES !!

P.S ; I CAN"T WAIT TO SEE NARENDAREN :D HEHEEEEE

2007-08-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

I donch know what to do really, like my friends around me seems to be experiencing something bad and i really want to help badly. Well maybe i dont seem very caring i dont seem very sensitive, i dont want people to view me like as if im superficial or something. Maybe its just how aquarius behaves, they tend not to express how they feel or smt. Dont take it offensively, im not trying to defend myself , i just want to feel/hear/share what my friends are going through. Hmm personal space yes i understand , but i really want to help :( i just donch know how. Sometimes its hard to step into a person's personal space you know, like be part of his/her life. and i dont wanna be just part of a phase, i really really do want to help. its not like as if i dont need friends, everybody needs one. i dont want to end up with none just because im treating everybody else like hotel rooms yknow, yeah with the jokes aside, i really care. For real.

2007-08-25T22:27:00.000-07:00

WELL TODAY IS A SUNDAY! (3 days ago its a ? THURSDAY)

Anw i finally finished prison break season 1 with lim, the ending just makes you want to go and watch the season 2 ! Yes qiming quickly lend me the dvd or smt ! maybe its quiet a bad time to watch it now, its so near eoys. Thursday was more or less a boring school day, where i fucking lost my shoe bag. We didnt have training on Friday beacause we had to go watch basketball finals. As usual catholic high won, after the match we went over to stupid norman's condo for a fucking swim and we played alot of stupid lame shit. Saturday was CIP, i really did CIP. LIKE REALLY REALLY. we just hanged out around in town aimlessly before going to "DALAN"

OH AND WE WENT TO SETTLERS CAFE, awesome. it was pretty fun and everything, even though nathan wasnt really invovled in playing games because all he did was peeping at the girls over at the other table. So fast the weekends are over ! tmr = monday and tuesday and wednesday and thursday blah blah blah.

2007-08-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY FUCKING SHOE BAG, THIS IS AN APPEAL TO EVERYONE WHO HAVE BEEN TO THE TOLIET NEAR THE DNT ROOM. IF U SEE A BLUE COLOUR FILA BAG WITH STINKING SHOES AND KNEE PADS INSIDE PLEASE RETURN IT TO ME, CASH REWARD WILL BE GIVEN TO THE LUCKY ASS THAT FINDS IT. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME, I WANT MY COMFORTABLE PAIR OF SHOES BAG, ITS SO OLD AND THE KNEE PAD IS SO COMFORTABLE. PLEASE PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD AROUND, I LEFT IT THERE ON TUESDAY NIGHT!

i donch know if this will work but im desperate to get my shoes back in anyway. ahh i should have been more careful, fuck.

2007-08-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

i hate schoool, it so boring. i spend my weekends watching prison break with lim, eating and lazing our fat asses around. and i watched the secret already (with wp) , i swear the plot is lame. its so weird talking and laming around in chinese (makes my hair stand). saturday night was quiet exciting because i decided to read tarot cards :D HEHE EXCITING. First there was the devil, and the heirophant, and the wheel of fortune. i guess she really said some stuff very accurately :D maybe i will go and read tarot cards at some ulu place again because the i like the thrill of it ! everybody's studying to eoys, seems like ill have to start soon, fuck schooooooooool.

2007-08-18T14:28:00.000-07:00

what to do next? what to do next? is "the devil" here? yeah i was told to remove him, but how? whats next? i really really dont know what to do now.

2007-08-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

Happy 6months Bitch! Yeah we had a vry vry nice talk that night, and it was awesome ! :D i know i have vry good memory to rmb everything thats happened in the past. We still havent do alot of things, we wanted reverse bungee rmb! It felt like everything was so FAST, and really alot of things happen. ILU evern though your always trying to pick up a fight with me, distracting me or wtv. hehehe time just flies whenever you do something( be it productive or not productive, which seems to be what we do very often) I hope i can stall time because everything feels so fast now. I HATE SCHOOl(sidetrack). THANKS FR EVERYTHING LIMMMM. ILU ILU (i cannot type the love symbol cause it will screw up my html) HURRY GIVE ME SMT NYYYCE. I dont think ull be able to read this now, your internet is screwed !

PS: Hurry get a nice book and record all the things down okayx!!

2007-08-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

It seems like i would always have a butt shot of him whenever we go out tgt.

2007-08-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

6agape chalet was AWESOME. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! I must say it was really fun, even though i slept like less then 2 hours that day, even thought it didnt really went that smooth, but i swear you could forget everything when your there ! We went to the chalet and it was huge, just like an exclusive bungalow just to ourselves, and the bbq was kind of rushy! blah blah blah, we swam and played soccer (like after ages, and it was awesome) i could still rmb the times when we would rush to the carpark and play soccer like nobody's business, and we often fight about how it was a goal and stuff. it really feels good to relive some of them, I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOl. its so carefree as compared to now really, i swear to god it will get worst.

Thanks everybody for everything, thanks for making the effort to come etc etc, thankyou everybody lurfffffff !

PS, WILL LOAD THE PICTURES UP SOOOON.

2007-08-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

Ive got my roll of film already ! The slr = awesome. Some picture turned out really really nice i swear, but most of them were abit blur, maybe its because of the stupid shutter speed. And National Day this year was kind of different, didnt go squeeze into the crowd to catch a stupid glimpse of the fireworks. I cooked (I CAN COOOOK K!) and everything was abit messy. The night before was abit crazy , norman was like in his uniform for almost 36 hours, disturbia was abit sucky. The rest crashed at my house as usual and had a vry vry lame night talk.

2007-08-06T07:03:00.001-07:00

http://ducksinthreeee.livejournal.com/

:D i uploaded the lomo/baybeats/slr pictures there , im vry contented. Schools = sucks because u have to wake up so early and drag urself to school, a vicious cycle of which u have to do for another 1 1/2 year or so . I can't wait for the next holidays !

OKAY 6agapians please take note theres a chalet on the 10th of august, i keep forgetting to contact you guys but if you see this please sms me and see if you can go for it okay ! Place - aloha loyang , pasir ris, 10th-11th august + bbq + stayover ! Seems like some are having exams around that time, thank god i finished mine :)

baybeats was awesome, i went for on friday to watch caracal but i missed their set (heard they were pretty good) . I swear to god 90% of the people there are M. Plainsunset was good, hehee i like jonathon chan ! Alphonsus justin and alot of other ass holes came, and junwen got durnk.

"No actually i dont dig my nose in public you know" and he starts digging his nose right in front of me. Alphonsus said alot of other dumb shit alsoooooooo (HEHEHE) the next day was the sally's, allura, deputy siren, AVA. Took pizcazzzz and a few turned out well !

I LURFF THIS PICTURE

THE Msssssssssss

Everything else is awesome except the heat, its vry vry hot and my shirt was soaked after the gig. Sunday was "intimate with jonathon chan" hehehhe ! and i ended up home quiet late,

(LIM I WANT THE PICAZZZZ FOR JONCHAN)

2007-07-31T07:11:00.001-07:00

Once or twice is enough!

2007-07-31T05:06:00.000-07:00

TAPESTRY WAS AWESOME :) since i cannt type lurrfff then i will type (lurff) so you all can think that it is actually a love shape. Thanks for all those who came ! hehehe it was really fun, before the gig we were like, oh fuck whos gna watch us, are they gna boo us. thanks Lim for you shots+support+ everything else , ilu ! (lurff). i think alot of people came to watch us, my parents and alot of other mothers and fathers came.

Even though we screwed up misery abit, we still had fun and everything. yeah lets hope RWJ becomes big or smt, all the best for us ! and before the gig waiteng's guitar string snapped so if u all realise im actually using an Malay girls guitar. I like it even though its not mine. Maybe rwj should have a myspace a post our mini song up there, anw Simpsons = vry vry nice ! its quiet lame, but its pretty funny

THANKS ALL FOR COMING DOWN!

2007-07-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

TAPESTRY ALL COME AND SUPPORT OKAY SUNDAY 5PM HEEREN :D http://tapestry07.blogspot.com/

2007-07-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Exams are soo borringg i swear, but whatever i dont wanna end up being a retaineeeeee so im studying hard. I have so many things to do after my tests !

1) We still havent had our reversebungee lim!
2) Get a fking electric guitar (yes i knw i knw ive been talking abt it for ages)
3) Photo trips with Andrea De Flavia
4) Get an mp3
5) I want to hunt ignatius down
6) Complete my "crank it baby" riff
7) New song song song song !

2007-07-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

I hate everything, not even the food i eat. nothing is good now, everything = bullshitz

2007-07-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

I HATE TUESDAYS, theres always double math + two periods of Mr Animated + training = bulllshitz. its so boringgggggggg and i hate it.

2007-07-14T13:17:00.001-07:00

I FEEL LIKE A HAPPY BOY AFTER SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED, EVERYTHINGS GOOD NOW :D

(not feeling happy for woongz duh)

2007-07-14T13:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm july seemed so blue-y , even though its not over yet but we're halfway through it. so many things happen, its hard to list everyting

1) feels good to watch harry potter with lim after suchhhhh a long break, the show was not bad, but not good either

2)Babe 5th month felt so fast, time past by velliiii quickly. Idc u must come down for tapestry :) and everything felt so good on friday and saturday. everything turned out to be fun , IRLUA <3

3)an attempt to study on friday (13th) afternoon turned out quiet "effective". i thought my computer crashed , but luckily it didnt and it cost me a good 90$ to fix it !

4) Jammed on saturday, met Lim at amk and smt terrible happened to korwoong , it was soooooo freaky i swear. hope shes fine :D we played (e) catching and some NSK/neighbourhood school kids wanted to find trouble with us, they came and left with a "sorry for the misunderstanding"

Shoutout to Tengz Pingz & Madz : Sry to make you all wait :(

2007-07-09T06:53:00.001-07:00

ah fk it i have a bad stomach and throat, i hate today because its so mundane and sickish.

2007-07-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

Im back, these past week have been shit, i havent been really starting on my work, exams are 3 weeks away. Didnt really have any mood to blog this, utter bullshit. At least saturday was a good day , i felt great after releasing my everything, blabbering talking shouting singing jumping moshing kicking punching whispering : ) transformers = good , we watched it after chma, there was a fking mosh pit too ! Candiru was awesome, so was the instrumental band , live earth was telecast outside plaza sing , we spend the night there till the morning and got on the train. Everybody was sampy and we went home to get ourselves (tak)

2007-07-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

Good luck for your nationals and all the tests that ur gna have !

2007-07-01T02:26:00.000-07:00

Monday ; School reopen, sucks alot because i slept alot. Friday is no longer a day where i would look forward to because of the stupid change of timetable.

Tuesday; (yawn) Schoool and training yet againnnnn

Wednesday; (yawn yawn) Schooool .

Thursday; Training.

Friday; YES ! we got free ice cream and a period taken off for homecoming, i went to jam with joseph & weiping. Duke nukem turned out welll ! and we got shirts from the hip indian.

Saturday; Homecoming day, Songg brought his girl and volleyball's nacho stall was quiet successful :D we played at the plaza. bryan and friends created a "mosh", after that was Tapestry briefing. almost 99% of the people there are Malays. Jammed after that , and got the tickets for MALEX ( fucking goood guitarist)

2007-06-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

An attempt to dragonboat

Hur Hur Hur.

These few days have been pretty much hectic, didnt go for training on thursday because of my godamn leg, now it still hurts abit. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHONG/ROBIN. celebrated their birthday simply on thursday. had a study camp which was kind of useless. and i went to queue for donnnuutttts for Lim, its damn good. this guy bribed me to get him a box of 12 for 20$ and i gladly accepted. Friday's training was suppose to be at 11.30, no one told me anything so i trained for an hour or so.

Then i met the others from dragonforce, then it waas drinking drinking and more drinking till we drop. Next friday friday!

And it was 8 i went off to help out in dsa, i didnt sleep at all and i was dying on the bus. Went to the nlb after my training and made this special thingy for Lim yet again, and i went to far east flora, the place where they put the flowers = fucking cold and my hands were freezing. i didnt go to rock for wayne where i missed out so much fun (that includes moshing/dancing/getting ur face scratched/"mini crowdsurf") i wanted to go so bad, but i just couldn man. at night was rather stone, i met them after the thingy. This guy below is a chef so he taught me this chocolata (wtv the spelling is) cake and it turned out to be a failure, fuck. i manage to pull it back still , its the thought that counts isnt it !

His that goddamn chef that knows almost everything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Watched brotherhood with jermaine (my 2nd time) on her birthday , i swear to god it was damn heart wrenching. Lim cried but i didnt because it wasnt AS sad as before (but it was still damn sad) Everything i wanted seemed to have worked out, thank out i didnt really screw everything. I tried my best to make it exciting , im so contented now! (YAY)

2007-06-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

I just spent 6$ on teens and teenage which turns out to be a magazine more suited for those " eww, gold hair, ewww, fancy accesories, ewww, techno, ewwww " people.

These guys can only attract aunties/ahmas.

nice nice nice

2007-06-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

Sunday night was crazy ! we all went online and then 5 minutes later all of them suggested coming my house to stayover. It was fun, sampy sampo-ing around the house, joshua slept like a pig pig pig, weiping camwhored qiming left early and we watched big fish :D the show was damn damn goood ! i liked it man, so inspirational. and we took alot of nipple shots!

Went over to settlers cafe in the evening and spent 4 hours there playing games, as usual we saw alot of classic expression and camwhored alot doing stupid dragonboat moves, up-boxers.

2007-06-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

Went for redrain ystd and it was quiet cool, i met a vancouverer cum canadian, a vietnamer, a fatboy carrot juice lover, a band called copyright infringement, an aunty ( real one ok) . After that night we couldnt get out minds off the way the way jumped/sing and cheered. Yeap nice people everywhere, but there were some goldhair ahbeng wannabe who went out to smoke immediately after the concert ended. Eww, gold hair, ewww, fancy accesories, ewww, techno, ewwww.

2007-06-17T01:16:00.003-07:00

I found some old and very interesting pictures in my computer :D this was the first time joshua played a acoustic set live - claps claps claps claps! -

P.S THATS NOT ME IN THE PICTURE!

2007-06-15T10:41:00.000-07:00

My leg still hurts now :( i can't jump properly. Someone make it heal perleassse .

Lim is finally back from malaysia (on thursday) but shes going away to church camp tmr. I will meeef you! Hurry come back and camwhore, camwhore/barbie.

Korwoong's off to taiwan, waiteng's in portugal, lets hope they come back with alot alot of food. As you all know i eat alot so...

I can't wait for Sunday the 17th, results are coming out! Lets hope we get in!

Stayover at korwoongs house on wednesday was quite cool, i pwnz articulate! We didnt sleep for the whole night, and everybody died the next morning.

Ocean's 13 was good, F4 was okaayy, and i finally met marcus wee, he look exactly the same and he is still very retarded!

Euro funfair sucks man, i sat the vortex and it wasnt that thrilling, even though it was f-high it was worth 10bucks (heartache). And they blast techno for the full 5 hours, everday they were opened.

Breakfast on thursday & friday morning was quite normal. Ate alot of shit and im having ulcers now. Friday=lazy day, i can't make myself stop thinking about school reopening, shitz. I have so much work to catch up, someone please study with me !

2007-06-12T17:13:00.000-07:00

I fucking hate sprained legs, its making me so pissed at everything. Fuck legs/ankles whatever it is.

Tonight you are everything,
you're everything,
you're everything to me

2007-06-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

ah fuck myself for not being able to wake up to attend ms chia's wedding. I really wanted to go but i just couldnt wake up :( so sorry people, really sorry ! Sunday was chilling time at settlers cafe, it was quite fun :D we should go there more often manz. we wanted to go to the funfair but when we got there the fairs closed. Monday was a slack day, i finally did some of my work which was kind of like an achievement and off i went to watch shrek2/eat screwed up salad/play articulate and pig around.

2007-06-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmm im here to dedicate a post for the small little girl with eye infection, thanks for being there for me all this while. Be it good or bad, but your always there. Like even when i dont need you, your there, when i need you your also there :D yeah i really loved the times we spent together, all your stupid whining (i dont really find it irritating) , your oscar-wining drama skits, where you tried to ditch me for mariel. More like fake ditch, and it wasnt really successful. Yah and im very understanding and forgiving person, so i never really hold any grudge.

It feels so shit to be in obs for like 3 days w/o you. Sucks so bad when u have sunburn, where the people u can only lean on are the people in camp. "I wish i knew how to quit you" , actually i dont really wish to quit you. Its gonna be 4 months soon, can't wait to watch ocean 13, reverse bungee and camwhore with you. IHEARTYOU.

I'm in chs.

I love jermaine lim

And i love dragonboat

2007-06-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

Kenneth > Oh my camp sucks!

weiping> okay i shall give you gold with honours award k!

caleb> YAY DIE!

ahmad> hehe. ur face really looks like you have down syndrome (odelia)

Jerm> YES LAH i was sooooo wrong about the last sentence. Yah "real" fights, and i even cried okay. Your shoulder is not really nice to lean on, and u didnt comfort me : (

cy> eh thanks for coming ah, hope you enjoyed everything!

juanne> eh yooooo, yah i have trainings and stuff. nothing much going also, just preparing like shit for next year!

2007-06-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

OKAY so i was wrong about my previous post, i didnt go to anberlin & copeland so i went off to find Jerm at city hall, spent alot of time travelling, ended up eating macdonalds, having mock fights, playing stupid games, evaluating consequences and forming lies. i love sundaynight/mondaymorning. i reached home at 5 and woke up at 2 the next day, i havent had a good day of rest because of the viscious cycle of sleeping and waking up past 12.

Monday was suppose to be present making day for 6agapians and they all came my house. Rushed off for the secret show at home club where anberlin and copeland are gonna play acoustic sets. and this particular guy called jon chan was good. check him out on myspace. Anberlin played first and before the show they were practicing back stage and i got a photo with them. Kewlzz beans , will load them up later. Copeland sucked abit live, ughh. They forgot their goddamn lyrics (unbelievable) they even played the wrong chord and start the chorus all over again. yeah but its quite worth it like 10$ for a show.

Ahmad look retarded.

Tuesday afternoon was AWESOME. HEARTXX 6AGAPE it was sucha good day i must say, everybody felt good. i think we havent met each other for like 3 months i think, or maybe longer. so basically we went bowling and ate together and celebrated birthdays. I wish there could be more of this ! maybe i shall organise another outing next week or something. i love sundaynight/mondaymorning/tuesday. Lets hope i like wednesday.

2007-06-03T05:52:00.001-07:00

IM SO BORED, FUCKING BORED. I tried playing addictive games online but it was very good. Im looking forward to tuesday <3.Sunday is so boring, i spent the whole afternoon sitting on my white ass in front of the computer surfing around senseless website. I want to go out now, i didnt go anberlin because i didnt feel like it/i want to save money/drum resource is so far away/tickets at propoganda machine sold out. Now that its 1 minute to 9, i dont think anybody wants to go out.

Tapestry!

2007-06-03T00:01:00.001-07:00

I want to load my sam tottman's signature and ij face into my computer but my sister's laptop is gone ! This week's crazy and filled with so much stuff i could hardly spend anytime for myself. Was busy preparing for the auditions on 2nd june for the art tapestry. right after my stupid camp we had intensive jamming sessions to perfect everything and we went on for auditions. Unexpectedly my brother is one of the judges and i bought the tapetry shirt :D it looks goood man.

we jammed at 11 and saw firefight at fourtones ! awesome manz, but i felt so shit after reaching bishan. the "stayover" was more or less screwed, but well everything got better after 3.30am

saturday was more of a lazing-around-doing-nothing day. i realised i spend waiteng weiping and ahmad like i see them almost everyday for jamming and stuff. our new song is quite good , and we spent the day at TCC drinking non acholic beverages, walking around and jamming yet again at 8pm (because our hands were so itchy for smt) yeah jermaine came along to watch us jam. And yes we met this cool dude at the studio, he have been playing PSYCHEDELIC ROCK for 12 years and he told us about stuff regarding his band etc . Everything sound so interesting, and he is a very friendly guy : ) maybe he could help us out for tapestry ! Went back to bishan and had this little chat with waiteng ahmad & ping. We talked alot about everything, like how we sounded and how we thought we were but actually we're not. I really can't wait for 17th june, im so excited!

I <3 RWJ & Tapestry & Lim !

Anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOUYUN :D

2007-05-31T23:06:00.000-07:00

Replies to tags

Ahmad > 123 SHUTUP

caleb> Lol kenzo boy. u like korwoong isit?

kennnethhhhh> LINKED : )

kw> just went out that day and u kept laughing to yourself

wp> dont say gui lah, later david jones come.

Joshua > EHYOOOOO

yihui> eh gimme ur link again man, i can't get through. Yeah taman negara, seems like alot of school went for the same thing, anywa 6AGAPE reunion u must come k !

2007-05-31T19:29:00.000-07:00

Finally im back from camp from malaysia which sucks alot, i hate the cow dung thats everywhere. And when i mean everywhere, its really everywhere. So glad im back in singapore, im quite lazy to talk about the camp but yeah i had fun. First day was night caving, second day was abseiling and im quite good at it. cycling for like 54km the next day and had stupid sun burns. I hate peeling skin, now everything is like flaking and stuff. I hate malaysia , Singapore <3>

I've been pretty busy with the auditions for the Tapestry ! Hope we get through the auditions. And RIP wayne thunder who passed away, i wonder whats gonna become of the suns now.

Anw i should really use this holiday to catch up on my work, hopefully i do, and catch up with 6agapians. I can't really organise any gathering now because im super busy, so itll probably be next week! Chouyun's birthday is on the 3rd ! i think we should do smt tgt : )

Dragonforce!

2007-05-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

DrraaDrraaaagonforce :) They were quite good life, got drunk after the show drink some hard liqour, and got drunk again at my house and got drunk again at normans house the next day. Screw the hangovers and stuff, and yes i made a new friend called Chad. Yeah awesome boy, the concert was so good and they didnt really screw up. The mosh pit was huge and fun, and they tried a wall of death at the concert but it failed (i think) they played my favourite black fire ! and valley of the damned at the last.

Shoutout to wp/ahmad : I didnt regret spending my money ok!

2007-05-19T20:53:00.001-07:00

Shunji said:
i mean only got a few tabs
Shunji said:
but got video demonstration
Shunji said:
den got slow motion n all tt
Shunji said:
www.freelicks.net

AND FUCK, i went to freelicks.com it turned out to be a porn web(i didnt do anything okay) , screw the net and com thingy.

2007-05-19T20:34:00.003-07:00

I think that i've made abit of empty promises ! maybe not promise , i dont know how to put it !

Isaac's birthday
Ryan & Xuande's birthday
Yihui's birthday
Merilyn's birthday
Robins birthday (we ought to make a celebration for him)

yeah i havent really celebrated their birthdays, simple wishes only (i feel so under accomplished)
okay im ready to make june holidays a fruitful one :D And yes our band is coming along quite well, ALL THE BEST TO US FOR ARTS TAPESTRY <3

Blades of glory was so frikking hilarious ! HAHA I LOVE IT, even though the last part was so fantasy , but it was still awesome. I watched it with jerm ( loveyou biatchxx, 3month) and she had to go home at 4 so we didnt reverse bungeeeeeee. went over for jamming at evening time. Dragonfroce later tonight , can't wait ! and im not really looking forward to u-19 competition ! hmm im kinda not looking foward to this weeek because its gonna be hectic , i can feel it, eeww. i hope everything will be good after camp, and i dont wanna be an indian when i come back. Lets see how it goes this week.

2007-05-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

Spiderman3 was quite a weird plot, but bridge of terabithia PWN all okay :D yeah watched spiderman3 with Jerm and wanted to queue for stupid donuts but it was so long, like 3 long queue so we went to eat kfc where we met insane Kfc workers, and noisy mat couples. can't stand the woman who kept shifting her big butt , but well it was a nice occasion. Had starbucks where Jerm had her long awaited bagel which brings back war memories where she "ate" bagel when she had no food and no water during WW2. Went over to weiping's house for a sexy date with ahmad robin minghong and his mum. Quite accomplished because the song was quite good, not say exceptional ! Waiteng forgot to call us so she didnt come.

Spent my saturday sleeping all the way till 5 before having another date with weiping waiteng ahmad to watch terabithia which was so awesome, i t0TallYz understand the whole plot and everything. woodland-ers are so uncivillised people. On this level the lift overloaded and the fat man refused to go out of the fucking life (can't stand it) so me and ahmad fucked our way outta lift, and those people at longjohn just refused to budge after their meal, we're pressing for time because the show starts at 9.20 and its already 9.30. screw woodland-ers. Sunday was just mothers day and nothing special for me, HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY TO ALL <3 i still havent bought her presents, im lazy so i shall do it whenever im free (flowers and chocolates are so common! )

2007-05-11T21:50:00.001-07:00

I thought copeland was rather boring but i think its quite nice after listening to this !

Copeland - Hold Nothing Back

Do what you want but I know who you are
Say what you want but I know what you're thinking
Go where you want but I won't be too far
Go where want and I know where you'll end up

If you fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back
I'll fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back from you, oh
You oh
You oh
You

Do what you want but I know who you are
Say what you want but I know what you're thinking
If you fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back
I'll fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back from you, oh

2007-05-10T06:25:00.001-07:00

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2007-05-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

Finally i could take a break from the freaking Mid year but training started as soon as we got back to school on tuesday (ugh) at first i was kinda looking forward to it, but when its actually there i kinda loathe it. Wednesday wasnt so bad, we had a slack day listening to stupid Zhina songs, and Brotherhood the movie is really nice (must watch) itll get you sniffing and coughing , a perfect example would our good friend AhmadFaiz. Yeah not that i didnt cry , ive got tears in my eyes too but he was sniffing way too much, 5 thumbs up for the movie :D ahhh i can't wait to watch spidermen3 , during the holidays i wanna get a little britain shirt ! freaking hilarious, and ystd i went to fking post but it just didnt show up. They told me there was some error so i had to write again (damn) and i mentioned that my specs got screwed by the ball in the earlier post which is gone , so here it its, wtv. Im off to watch Little Britain ! <3

2007-05-09T06:18:00.002-07:00

2007-05-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Wp> UHURRRRR , entertainment level negative.

caleb> wow.

benji> I didnt insult ur mama okay !

Jerm> Yeah! i know your jealous of my school, because Rgs sucks.

2007-05-05T20:41:00.000-07:00

Friday = training till night
Saturday was a slack day out, met Jerm at far east at an attempt to locate "Propoganda Machine" to buy anberlin/copeland tickets but its not open ! aww, went over to weipings house and had a song session with sophischicc/ahhuay and hunks. and fucking hell i took the wrong bus when i was sending Jerm home, i thought it was 74 so i board the bus and it went to pungol (wow) and than i took a cab back to his house and the taxi driver went "Where is pilai road, i never hear before pilai road!" ugh. screw those old ahpehsusu. i must say weiping's mother is really an interesting friend, HAHAHA and she has plans to take ahmad as his godson. had movie a Malay ghost movie at engwah, and we concluded that suria's ghost is mainstream. sat over at starbucks from 3+ all the way till 6 in the morning. i barely had 4 hours of sleep and now im rushing off to eat good food :D

2007-05-02T06:43:00.000-07:00

AHH IM SO DEPRESSED OVER MY COMPLEXION, EVERYTHING IS FUCKING POPPING OUT UGH !

2007-05-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Thrice - Artist In The Ambulance

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets

I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and

Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance

2007-04-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

WO YAO YONG XANGA ! but my pathetic attempt at doing so failed, everything seems so complicated there, but whatever, i felt so loser after doing that shit. english was okay, chinese was good, ill burn up my weekends studying for mid years. its crazy. IS ANYBODY FUCKING INTERESTED IN DRAGONFORCE ! i tried advertising in class but nobody knows what the hell is that. im begining to fancy oasis now<3WO YAO REVAMP WO DE FRIENDSTER, everything looks so outdated there, but maybe i shall do it after my exams. gotta run off now, i still have a date with hot babe tmr morning !

2007-04-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

WISH ME LUCK FOR ENGLISH MIDYEARS TMR :D

2007-04-23T07:18:00.001-07:00

Abstract from yahoo news , kinda inspiring huh?

"If dieting worked, there would be a bunch of skinny people walking around," said obesity researcher Dr. David Katz, head of Yale University's Prevention Research Center, who did not participate in the latest study.

Since the 1970s, the ranks of overweight and obese Americans have risen with two-thirds of adults in that category. Obesity raises the risk of heart disease, diabetes and some cancers. Being overweight increases blood pressure and cholesterol levels which can lead to heart disease.

Many factors can conspire against successful weight reduction, health experts say. Diets can be boring and there's always a temptation to return to old habits. Serial dieters may also become discouraged and give up when their weight plateaus. People who lose too much too soon don't learn to make the overall lifestyle changes — eating healthier foods and exercising regularly — that are necessary to keep their weight stable.

"It's just plain difficult to modify your diet and turn away from the pleasures of eating," said Michael Goran, an obesity researcher at the University of Southern California. "We're driven to eat."

2007-04-23T03:56:00.000-07:00

Tags.

Tingshan> HELLO :D hahaha drinker/clubber

Juanne> Lol u didnt come and watch our match, it was interesting !

Joshua> Duh, who else could be carebear (other than you)

Minghong> we see him damn often now, we're fated.

Yihui> LINKED :D

Janani > EH bangala, u mean u didnt realise this was an awesome blog until now? It would be cool even without your tag okay ! HELLOGOODBYE

Royston > hello small boy, how did u find me blog? (curious)

Skian> YO! haha i guess it sucks for you because u have so much to study. Study hard and i guess ull enjoy it after the stupid Os. i have gym tmr (fuck)

2007-04-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

Fuckthestupidurians

skipping school (for a reason) on friday makes the weekend longer ! had sakae sushi at vivo. slept pretty late and woke up at 2 on saturday morning. worked on chemistry, went off to meet Jerm because she was feeling down about her jumps and everything. i wanted to watch "wild hogs" because its so retarded, but emolim doesnt want to. i saw this AHmazing book called "halal dishes, eat healthy" omg thats stupid. woke up super early on a sunday morning to study, like freaking 0745, hopped on the train to changi airpot. looked at bald shiny indian scalp, studied, ate. icecream at clarkequay <3 Jerm and i had stupid mock fights , we should include famous tag lines from movies (wtv) gmx reverse bungee looks effing cool , and i think clarkquay looks cool at night ! had dinner at amk hub's stickeyrice, fuck the durians ugh, i swear im never gonna eat durian sticky rice (screw your grey pair of eyes, waiter, yeah i know it isnt intentional duh, im so understand okay :D ) Im exhausted, dead beat and i shall go sleep now.

im starting to get excited over Oasis !

2007-04-19T10:47:00.000-07:00

1.46am

Goodbye To You - Breaking Point

There's so much I want to say now
But it's too late I know
There's no way to heal these wounds now
And my heart bleeds for you

And our love is crashing
Like a tidal wave
Coming over me

So I wanted you to know
That I finally let you go
After all I've held on to
This is my goodbye to you
I was always there for you
But you never saw the truth
And the reason that I know
Is I've finally let you go

Yesterday you were my best friend
But tomorrow took you away
There's not much for me to say now
Just goodbye, farewell

And our love is crashing
Like a tidal wave
Coming over me

So I wanted you to know
That I finally let you go
After all I've held on to
This is my goodbye to you
I was always there for you
But you never saw the truth
And the reason that I know
Is I've finally let you go

And every time I close my eyes
My heart is bleeding deep inside
But now my eyes are open
And I'm never gonna be the one for you
The one for you

So I wanted you to know
That I finally let you go
After all I've held on to
This is my goodbye to you
I was always there for you
But you never saw the truth
And the reason that I know
Is I've finally let you go

I finally let you go
Let you go
Let you go
So this is my goodbye to you

"Why you always wear this? "

"Yah brother forever, charles go back you cry but you must be strong"

"you must wait for me "

"when i go back i will talk to you"

2007-04-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

1.35am

had auditions today, performance wasnt really up to my expectations but yeah we'll just wait for the results to come out. and yes omg Robin & Barry , Happy belated birthday !

suddenly have the urge to blog about things. was on my way back from the dormy and it feels so good hearing "This could be anywhere in the world - Alexis on fire" well i guess the dormitory with all the indonesia people taught me alot of things you couldnt find anywhere in the world. Ipank and yayan's going back tmr morning, and i still could rmb when i first met them. Yeah we talked alot about stuff when we first met , life love hate friends etc. and i had to rush home because it was getting late and ipank havent reached the dorm yet (ugh) so i was waiting for the cab and i saw ipang running out of one of the cab , and he ran to me and gave me a hugged . couldnt describe it in words but its something special, dont think ill experience it in the near future anymore but the firm shake he gave me through his arm made me think about alot of things (good and bad)

i still have school tmr and im gonna go visit them in the morning, troublesome but worth the trouble i guess, i wont be seeing them anymore unless i make a trip down to Susilo bambam's country.

I stare in amazement,
I can't believe this is where I live.
Because this city, this city is haunted
By ghosts from broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted
And there's no hope left for these souls

2007-04-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

OH YES 14th :D went to dxo for DEAFONII gig and it was awesome, surprisingly i saw jolyn there and so i went with ahmad, met joseph and his friends there and yeah i liked the place, unlike gashaus which is freaking filled with smoke. all the bands are pretty good, but caracal played an acoustic set ! bad obsession = cooliozz, they played im not okay and there was an indian rapper on stage (hail that eminem wannabe) went for dinner with Jerm, had mos burger and the raffles place donut shop is so tempting ! Jerm gave me a chiclit (cool) which was about lawyer and this carebear chop (reminds me of joshua) and a sticker. Thanks jerm <3 lurbe lurbe. Well had free cable car rides again , i didnt see Ye even though vivo is his second home. Awesome blossom.

2007-04-13T20:14:00.000-07:00

We national 3rd ! yay we crushed xinmin miraculously. 2 sets down and everybody thought xinmin was gonna be the winner, but we crushed their nuts instead. especially in the 3rd set, we went on with a 8-2 score which is quite amazing. i did play hard i guess :D congrats to chs volleyball team, work hard next year. and i finally saw charles , i miss him like shit. his hair is long and fugly, and apparently his jealous of me ! school = boring , but i love friday because theres double chinese YAY <3 and i just spent 40 bucks on a freaking doctor because of my back and stuff.

yihui> are u serious? gimme your link !

juanne> and u didnt say hi or whatever ! where were u? at the stands?

samuel> no im a good boy okay, i dont skip lessons to go sl or wtv.

2007-04-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

ugh i dont have my own freaking mp3 with me because of weiping. he wanted it to practice his songs and his computer was screwed. had stupid personality test today and we did alot of shit and so i realised im I type personality. Inspiring, enthusiastic, optimistic, persuasive, talkative, emotional, impulsive. And i have weaknesses like inattentive to details, tend to listen only when its convenient. Omg so freaking fun to know more about myself. the book says my future job is a communicator (honoured) i was talking about my life the other day and i realise i can speak alot of shit. so ill be one who promotes and operates with a high energy level. WOW. went back home and got changed. got in a taxi and the indian uncle = super friendly. we talked alot of shit about sports etc and he drove really fast because i told him i was late. Nanyang lost to Ngeeann, nothing to be sad about , both played well. the grace clinic is opened today UGH. i was supposed to see the doctor about my rashes.

and than i went home and my mum was out. apparently i got fucked up outside the house so i decided to sleep underneath the stone table . she didnt came home until 7.45 , i got so freaking pissed i slammed the door. man i waited for like an hour, could someone like try it someday and tell me how it feels. fucked up evening , it looks like it was gonna rain but it didnt.

2007-04-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

TAGS , omg i havent replied in ages, everythings pilling up.

guaikia> hhaha i know u can't teach, go learn to teach ! thanks for the gift anw ! haha im not that sad lah.

doreen> OMG HELLLO ! its pretty good, hows yours ! my volleyball team's either 3rd/4th national, feel happy for me !

marc/yonghan/keeyong/benji > THANKS FOR TAGGING :D yah so cannot camwhore isit, picking a fight HUH.

wy>relink someday soon !

yihui> LOL U KNOW MY BLOG ! NICE ! omg hows life !

wp> lol why cannot ah, wanna fight HUH.

ahmad> yah lah goood boy, u should stay home and study more and be mummys boy.

yongx> hello !

Jerm> wow your daoing me because u cannot tell me about sacred stuff and i can't tell you my sacred stuff :D naneenaneee poopooo. i have no mp3 : (